I have a regret.
It's about a line that I crossed...and I can't seem to let go.
Like someone said, it's not about being here. It's about not being there. There being the other side of the line.
I desperately need a new world...
It's a desperation I've never felt before. And I'm not as strong as I wish I could be.
Time is the only answer.
ReplyDeleteAnd forgiving yourself, if that's what it is.
I don't regret crossing the line per se.
ReplyDeleteI regret it only because I can't get past it.
Which is why I want a new world to myself so bad.
But time, the ever present healer... i hope time comes by swiftly.
ReplyDeleteMaybe you didn't cross the line after all.
ReplyDeleteTry push the line a little further in your mind (if it makes you feel better) and you'll be still in your boundary and limit, won't you? :)
I'm sure someday you'll back and realize it was all just a learning...for the better.